Love gets baked till it becomes love.
Putting into words some random thoughts in my mind. Might not be very clear but still, read on! :)
Was just thinking how the love I feel for Guruji goes through so many phases. The first time I experienced this shooting pain in the chest was when I had enthusiastically offered Him a rose and He took it without a smile on my face, with almost a look as if He is angry with me. Needless to say, I was maaaaaddd, hurt, sad and just wanted to leave and go. But ofcourse I stayed. So many more incidents when He would not look at me, and talk nicely, smile and pull somebody else’s cheeks right in front of me. The burning jealousy!!
Putting into words some random thoughts in my mind. Might not be very clear but still, read on! :)
Was just thinking how the love I feel for Guruji goes through so many phases. The first time I experienced this shooting pain in the chest was when I had enthusiastically offered Him a rose and He took it without a smile on my face, with almost a look as if He is angry with me. Needless to say, I was maaaaaddd, hurt, sad and just wanted to leave and go. But ofcourse I stayed. So many more incidents when He would not look at me, and talk nicely, smile and pull somebody else’s cheeks right in front of me. The burning jealousy!!
I guess all these churnings purify the feelings till only love remains. Also, the pain serves to quieten the mind and soften the heart.
Same with people close to me, family and friends. Every relationship goes through all the phases of anger, humiliation, cold shoulder, companionship etc etc. All this to finally bring us to the place of unconditional love and acceptance, I guess. Everything is to purify, and make one more strong and beautiful.
Rounding off with something I came across yesterday.
“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens” ~ Rumi
Beautiful!
Same with people close to me, family and friends. Every relationship goes through all the phases of anger, humiliation, cold shoulder, companionship etc etc. All this to finally bring us to the place of unconditional love and acceptance, I guess. Everything is to purify, and make one more strong and beautiful.
Rounding off with something I came across yesterday.
“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens” ~ Rumi
Beautiful!
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